Sigh... and Other Stuff.

My God, it's been some time since I've taken the time to sit down and do some writing.  It's probably a good idea that I start back up.  A lot has been going on and it helps me to prioritize by writing my thoughts down.  I have no clue what I should be writing, all I know is that I want to write.  I am a little bit furious with my work situation right now.  I love caregiving.  I love what I'm doing.  But the hours flucuate so horrendously that there is no way that I can sustain a living out of this.  My bosses say they like me and say that I'm doing a good job, but their actions prove otherwise.  I just wish things were easier.  I need a break.  Somewhere.  It's not like the things I ask for out of life are grand or complicated.  I just want a family.  And to be able to take care of that family.