I am changing, less and less asleep...

This week has been a really long and hard week and I don't really know why.  Work is stressful and I feel like nobody really appreciates the gravity of what I do.  It's not easy and not everybody can do it. Not by a long shot. Especially my client. He's the most violent, hardest person to work with in that building.  It's just incredibly stressful.  Other than that the rest of life has become kind of monotonous.  I know this is just a little phase and it will pass, but being in the middle of it sucks. I miss my girlfriend.