Sleep

Sleep eludes me. I know I should be asleep, seeing as it's 4:30 in the morning. But I just can't sleep. I know if I lay my head down it'll come. I don't want to though. It feels like life is in this constant state of monotony and I can't break out of it. Aside from work I really have nothing else. I mean even the closest people to me right now are the ones I work with. I know that's not necessarily bad, but... Anyway, so much is going on in my head right now that I want to get down on "paper" but I don't know where to start. Goodnight for now :)